with the intensity of 10,000 suns. 80 hour weeks this month. 80 hour weeks. 80 hour weeks. I give myself off one weekend day to recouperate so that’s averaging mre than 12 hours per day. BUT one of those weekends was an in-law’s funeral and another my kiddo was doing her best Linda Blair (no! not the crucifix scene, the vomit scene!) so neither was particularly restful.
I cannot do this forever and need to break up the career improvement plan into bite sized pieces and eat them or accomplish them or whatever.
Or, conversely, someone could just headhunt me for a $90K per year gig reading books I like and offering my opinions on stuff of which I know little - those are the two things at which I’m best and have the most fun doing.
I need to work on being more grateful to have a job at all.